I am sat here with my musings the weather is horrible cold and wet outside yet I have drifted to another world just for a brief time. I am sat here trying to be positive about things, looking towards the future, yet everytime I do this I get yet another set back.
I know in the great scheme of things this is not a major catastrophe yet in the Savvy world it is that massive mountain that has been placed in front of us. I hardly have enough strength at times to try and climb and just have to sit and look at the scenery. The world is whizzing by at 100mph as I amble along in the slow lane. I can’t do what I used to, I can’t go racing here there and everywhere. Its this I am trying to come to terms with, to deal with. My strokes have robbed me of some of my life and I am trying to reclaim it back but to no avail. I have to keep my brain working and this blog has become my therapy. To write my thoughts, feelings, musings.
I can’t tell you how I really feel because to be truthful I haven’t come to terms with everything yet myself. Mr Savvy has been ab absolute rock and despite him being so tired and weary he is there for me. Encouraging me, cheering me on. I want to write the cheery happy post but right now its hard to write those sort of posts. Right nowjust like the weather life in the Savvy world life is not cheery and happy.
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Mmmmwah. Well I know I would rather read someone’s posts that are saying what they really feel than ones pretending things are all rosy…or be sitting here wondering at no posts at all. I too seem to be experiencing more downs than ups right now but am trying to post honestly as much as I can. People come here to see what’s happening in your life and your challenges and sometimes that will help them out even if you are having a bad day
Not sure if that made sense but it makes sense here in my head lol xxxx hugs
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I was just thinking about you today so thought I’d pop by your blog and say hi. Sorry to hear things are difficult but really appreciate your honesty. Really hope you can stay strong and I wish things can get easier for you. Sending you big hugs xxx
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Thank you lovely for your comment.
Thank you for the hugs they help make things feel better. xx