I am sat here with my musings the weather is horrible cold and wet outside yet I have drifted to another world just for a brief time. I am sat here trying to be positive about things, looking towards the future, yet everytime I do this I get yet another set back.
I know in the great scheme of things this is not a major catastrophe yet in the Savvy world it is that massive mountain that has been placed in front of us. I hardly have enough strength at times to try and climb and just have to sit and look at the scenery. The world is whizzing by at 100mph as I amble along in the slow lane. I can’t do what I used to, I can’t go racing here there and everywhere. Its this I am trying to come to terms with, to deal with. My strokes have robbed me of some of my life and I am trying to reclaim it back but to no avail. I have to keep my brain working and this blog has become my therapy. To write my thoughts, feelings, musings.
I can’t tell you how I really feel because to be truthful I haven’t come to terms with everything yet myself. Mr Savvy has been ab absolute rock and despite him being so tired and weary he is there for me. Encouraging me, cheering me on. I want to write the cheery happy post but right now its hard to write those sort of posts. Right nowjust like the weather life in the Savvy world life is not cheery and happy.